you just don’t get it.
everyone else gets it. why don’t you? i’ve asked because maybe i AM just crazy and over-reacting. but i realized that perhaps i’m not the one with a problem; perhaps you are.
it’s DIFFERENT. it’s different than when i communicate with you regularly. and frequently. it’s different when i see you almost every weekend. you say you knew this would be a challenge. you say you knew that it would take work and effort and patience and understanding from both of us. you’re not acting like it’s any different. and rubbing your patience in my face won’t ever make a situation better.
on the other hand, i’m getting used to you being away. i feel sad when i’m around other couples and when i talk to you, but other than that, it’s becoming normal.
do i actually miss you? is this better? i don’t know.