it makes my chest clench and breath quicken and my heart HURT.
i’m looking at photos he’s tagged in. and things some girl posts. she’s in the pictures with him. i can’t help but suspect and my mind begins to wander. but he’s not with me. i don’t have a right to say anything. i’d be so crushed if he’d moved on so quickly. i can’t let myself go there. i hate facebook. i don’t want to see him tomorrow. but i do. i want to ask i want to i want to. quando quando quando.